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  Pushing On

  A Post-Apocalyptic EMP Survival Thriller - The EMP Book 3

  Ryan Westfield

  Copyright © 2017 by Ryan Westfield

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  No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

  Any resemblance to real persons living or dead is purely coincidental. All characters and events are products of the author’s imagination.

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  About Ryan Westfield

  1

  Chad

  “We’ve got to get another vehicle,” said Max. He was sitting up front in the passenger seat. He spoke his words with difficulty. His face was starting to swell up badly. “We’re not going to be able to store enough gear in here. We’re going to have to split up and take two vehicles.”

  “No shit,” muttered Chad.

  Chad, Mandy, Sadie, and James were crammed into the back of the Ford Bronco. It wasn’t really big enough for them. Especially not with the gear left over from the Bronco’s original owners.

  Neither Georgia or Max had explained exactly what had happened. They’d just said that they’d gotten out alive. That was the important thing, said Max.

  “Say something useful, Chad,” said Mandy. “If you’re going to say anything at all.”

  They’d left the granary and were headed into Albion, the tiny town in the northwest corner of Pennsylvania. So far, they hadn’t seen anyone. No people and no vehicles. The town, so far, seemed empty.

  But they hadn’t yet gotten into the center of it.

  “This is weird,” said Georgia. She was driving. “I can’t believe there’s no one here.”

  “They could be inside their houses,” said Mandy.

  “There aren’t any cars either,” said Georgia. “It’s like everyone’s fled.”

  “Could be,” said Max. “Let’s keep our eyes peeled.”

  It was nerve racking, driving through the abandoned streets. There were houses all around them. They looked empty. But Chad knew that behind every window there could lurk someone with a gun. At every side street, Chad looked up and down both ways. His heart was pounding. He was just waiting for the attack that he knew would come.

  “We shouldn’t be driving into town,” said Chad. “We’ve got to get back out into the rural areas. Isn’t that what you’re always saying, Max?”

  “We need another vehicle,” said Mandy.

  Why was she always sticking up for Max and his ideas?

  Chad’s mind wasn’t in a great place. He realized it, too. He realized he was getting bitter about Max making all the calls. Logically, he knew that Max tended to make the right decisions. It made sense that he was “in charge,” if you could call it that. Still, Chad’s mind was sinking into a dark place, and he couldn’t shake the bitterness.

  Chad knew he needed to calm down. He felt like his skin was crawling. His feet were freezing even though it wasn’t cold out. The adrenaline was coursing through him.

  They’d been through so much already. Who knew when the next attack would come. Who knew what terrible obstacle they’d have to face next.

  And Chad knew he wasn’t ready. He wasn’t ready for any of it.

  Chad was sitting with his hands around his bent knees, trying his best to look out the dirty Bronco windows.

  James and Sadie were talking about something. Chad wasn’t sure what. He wasn’t paying attention.

  Chad had lost the thread of the overall conversation between the other adults. They were probably taking about getting another vehicle.

  The answer came to Chad by accident.

  Georgia took a sharp turn. Something rolled out underneath Max’s seat.

  Chad knew right away what it was. He’d developed hawkish eyes for pills and drugs. After all, he’d spent most of his life high or trying to get high. By whatever means necessary.

  It was a prescription pill bottle of Vicodin, Chad’s favorite drug. It was the drug he’d been addicted to for years. He didn’t even know how many. Max had given Chad’s Vicodin to the dying man, and Chad had suffered horrible withdrawal. He’d enjoyed being clean. He really had. He’d been a different person.

  But the stress was too much.

  Chad palmed the rolling orange prescription bottle before anyone else even noticed it. His hands shook as he undid the safety cap. He shook a couple pills into his hand surreptitiously. He didn’t bother to count them.

  He had a moment of pause before he swallowed the pills. After all, the logical part of his mind told him not to do it. He couldn’t go back to that place, that disgusting filth that was the addiction. He’d beaten it. He really had.

  But while Chad had gone through withdrawal and gotten clean, he’d never developed the coping skills needed to get through a stressful situation clean and sober.

  And there couldn’t have been anything more stressful that the collapse of modern society.

  And the collapse wasn’t over.

  Hell, it might have just been beginning.

  Chad swallowed the pill dry.

  Almost instantly, Chad felt relief. Of course, he knew that the drug wouldn’t actually get into his system for about another thirty minutes. It was mostly just placebo. Psychological relief, and nothing more. But Chad would take it.

  His heart rate calmed down. His body became warmer. He felt ready to deal with whatever was coming. With pills, he could do anything.

  Except when he could do nothing.

  Chad knew the pills would come back to bite him in the ass. Probably in the worst possible moment. But that was later. And he just wanted to feel better now.

  “There isn’t a single car,” said Georgia.

  “Let’s turn around, Mom,” said Sadie.

  “We’ve got to find another vehicle,” said Max. “We have to keep going.”

  They were in the center of the town. Georgia had stopped at the main intersection.

  Everything looked normal for a small town. There was a barbershop on one side of the street. A butcher. A small grocery store. Even a gas station.

  But there wasn’t anyone there.

  And there weren’t any cars. Not a single one.

  “Let’s drive through the rest,” said Max. “We’ve gotta find a car somewhere. Even if everyone fled in their cars, there’s bound to be one left over.”

  “Yeah,” said Mandy. “Aren’t there like five cars for every American or something?”

  “Something like that,” said Georgia. “Do you really think we should keep going, Max? Maybe we should head out. I’m getting a weird feeling from this place.”

  “If we don’t find a vehicle now,” said Max. “I don’t know where we’re going to get one. This is perfect. Seems completely abandoned.”

  Georgia drove on
through all the side streets off the main drag. The houses were small and tightly packed together.

  This had never been a wealthy town. The houses had been for steelworkers, until the industry had changed. The economic devastation was palpable. The houses were in disrepair. The shutters were old and the windows cracked. The lawns were often neat and tidy, but the grass had died in patches, and there’d been no money to replace it or time to water it.

  Chad was starting to feel really good. The Vicodin was kicking in. He felt warm and fuzzy inside. This was the feeling that he’d been craving for so long. He felt like he was on top of the world, like he could accomplish anything.

  Of course, he knew that his reflexes would be slowed. His thought process would be muddled. If a crisis came, he knew that he couldn’t rely on himself to make the right decision. Unfortunately, the drugs would trick him, and he’d think he knew what he was doing. A dangerous combination.

  “There aren’t any cars,” said Georgia.

  “Try the next street,” said Max. “We’ve got to keep looking.”

  Chad’s anxiety had left him. He felt happy for the first time in a long, long while.

  Sure, it was a trick. It was just deception. But he didn’t care.

  “Look down there,” said James, as they turned down a narrow street packed with houses. “There’s something on one of the lawns.”

  As they got closer, they got a better look at it.

  It was a car all right, but it wasn’t even on the road. It was on someone’s front lawn, up on cinder blocks.

  “That’s not going anywhere,” said Max.

  “Do you see that?” said Mandy.

  “What?”

  “That sign down there in that front yard. Another block down.”

  “A sign? We can’t drive a sign,” said Chad, giggling at the thought of trying to pack three or four people onto a sign and then take it down the highway as if it was a van.

  “What the hell are you talking about, Chad?”

  Chad didn’t say anything. He was lost in his own little world, and he liked it.

  “What do you see, Mandy?” said Max.

  “It’s like an advertisement for some car race or something,” said Mandy.

  Mandy had sharp eyes, and so did Georgia. Max probably couldn’t see as well as before due to the swelling in his face, especially around his eyes.

  “It’s talking about a car convention or something,” said Georgia.

  “Yeah,” said Mandy. “That’s why I pointed it out. It looks like whoever lives there is into those… what do you call them? Souped up cars?”

  “Modded cars,” said James.

  “Yeah, those street racer types…”

  “You think he might have a car there in that garage?”

  “It’s worth a shot,” said Max. “If I had some kind of fast specialty car, I’d probably want to keep it safe if I had to flee my house for whatever reason.”

  “You don’t think they’d take it with them?”

  “Those types are crazy about their cars,” said Mandy.

  Georgia stopped the Ford Bronco in front of the house with the sign.

  Chad look at the sign. It was neon green with a picture of a couple of modded Hondas on it. The sign seemed to swim in his vision, and he couldn’t read the words very well.

  The house was squat and somewhat broken down. If the occupant really had been a car enthusiast, and the sign wasn’t some kind of mistake, then they’d put all their money into their cars, and none into fixing up the house.

  “How do we know no one’s inside?” said Mandy.

  “We don’t,” said Max. “Come on. Georgia, Chad and I will go inside. The rest, stay in the car.”

  “You’re not in any condition to go in,” said Mandy.

  “I’m fine,” said Max, his words muffled from the swelling. His voice sounded strange too because of his broken nose.

  Max and Georgia opened the heavy doors of the Bronco and got out.

  “Chad,” said Mandy. “Aren’t you going with them?”

  Georgia and Max were already approaching the house, their guns in their hands.

  “Huh?” said Chad.

  “What’s wrong with you?” said Mandy. “You seem out of it. Come on, they need you.”

  She gave him a shove and it sparked him to open the door and get out.

  Chad felt light as he walked towards the house, following Georgia and Chad.

  Max turned back to Chad. “You’re going to cover us from outside, OK?”

  Chad nodded.

  “Keep your gun up, damnit, Chad,” said Max.

  Chad suddenly remembered he was holding the shotgun that Georgia and Max had taken from the Ford Bronco’s owners. They’d told him it’d be easier to shoot, and better for close range.

  “Got it,” said Chad. But he wasn’t so sure.

  He watched as Georgia and Max disappeared around the back of the house.

  Chad found it hard to concentrate on keeping watch. The sun had come out from behind the cloud cover and with the temperature starting to cool off as fall approached, the day couldn’t have been more beautiful.

  There wasn’t a person around to ruin the day by making some racket. There weren’t any traffic jams or honking horns. There wasn’t anything to worry about at all.

  Chad caught himself. Nothing to worry about?

  He had a lot to worry about.

  He heard a sound around the back of the house. It sounded like a window breaking, like glass shattering.

  He hoped Georgia and Max would be OK. He didn’t exactly remember what they were doing, though. Something about breaking into the house to get something…

  “Chad!” hissed Mandy, opening the Bronco door a crack. “What the hell are you doing? You’re supposed to be keeping watch.”

  “Oh,” said Chad vaguely.

  He’d sat down for some reason, on the warm, sunny green grass. He stood up and looked around.

  Another sound came from around the back of the house. More glass shattering.

  2

  John

  “How long do you think it’s been since the EMP?” said John.

  “I don’t know,” said Cynthia. “I lost track so long ago. Sometime during the trip here.”

  “It was long,” said John. “A few weeks, maybe?”

  Cynthia shrugged. “No idea, really. It probably doesn’t matter much.”

  “I guess not,” said John. “It’s not like we have to make sure we keep our dentist appointments or anything like that. But, still…”

  He paused, looking for the words that didn’t seem to come to him.

  “What is it?” said Cynthia, prompting him to say more.

  “It’s just that… I guess I was still holding out a little bit of hope that the longer we got from the EMP, the greater the chance that someone would step in… You know? Like it was hard to believe that the whole country was affected, or the whole world. But if it wasn’t, if things were running normally in other parts, then surely they’d step in and lend a helping hand.”

  “You mean like the military or the Red Cross would have dispatched or something?”

  “Exactly.”

  “Well, we don’t have any way to know what’s going on anywhere else, without any communication. But I think the fact that no one else has come must mean that it’s like this everywhere.”

  “I know I shouldn’t have been holding onto even the smallest piece of hope,” said John. “But I guess a part of me wanted it to be true.”

  “The thing we don’t know,” said Cynthia. “Is how other areas reacted to the EMP. It’s possible that some places didn’t become violently chaotic. Maybe they worked together to help each other.”

  “I doubt it,” said John. “People are the same everywhere. And there’s always that shadow of violence lurking beneath the surface. Modern society hasn’t tamed us humans. It’s just hidden what we really are.”

  “Do you think this one’s any good?” said Cyn
thia, holding up a can of beef. It had a large bulge on the bottom.

  They were in the basement of the farmhouse, going through the canned food that had been stored down there. Unfortunately, almost none of it was still good.

  John shook his head. “Nope,” he said.

  “Save it for later, though?”

  “Yeah,” said John. “I mean, if things get really bad, I wouldn’t mind eating that.”

  “It’ll make you sick.”

  “Better than starving to death, I guess,” said John.

  But he wasn’t so sure.

  He’d had his fair share of sickness so far since the EMP, eating things that probably weren’t good. But his stomach seemed to have gotten used to the bacteria somewhat.

  The basement was dark, even during the day. They were using just one candle to illuminate the area, not wanting to waste their precious supplies.

  They’d spent the last few days clearing out the dead bodies. There’d been at least a dozen of them, all shot dead. At first, they hadn’t been able to figure out how they had all died from gunshot wounds. They’d thought maybe one of them had bled out from his wounds, after having killed the others. Then they’d realized that it was possible that there was a survivor, and that he or she had fled into the woods. And of course, that meant that this someone might return at some point, possibly to collect the gear left behind.

  There was a lot of gear to sort through. There were more guns than they knew what to do with. There were backpacks and water bottles and protein bars and bags of food. Whoever these people had been, they’d been extremely prepared, not to mention armed to the teeth.

  “Come on,” said John, standing up. “I don’t think any of this food is good. We’ve got plenty upstairs anyway.”